This discussion is dedicated to Amanda who is going through, what is looking to me as spiritual emergence.Below you have the comment which inspired me to start this one.
Reply by amanda
IM READING about the collective unconscious and studying hard.
i am learning that on earth there is a showd (the collective unconscious) that is blocking higher dimentional light. this shrowd is filled with negative emotion and false beliefs. greed and power , as well as powerlessness and poverty. it is time to clear this negativity . time to incarnate our lightbodies and begin creation. the astral body is full of negativity from the collective unconscious as well as from previous lives and needs to be cleared too.
the coloum, chakras and merkaba need to be unblocked to incarnate our lightbodies.
just thought id share that with you.
at the moment i am dominating the forum with all my replies and i dont like that - but i am in a place of transformation which my peers here dont understand, so i am reaching out for vital human connection and understanding.
i thought u explained that complex concept very well. without my anti-psychotic i cannot translate thoughts to words very well and i become mute... it is frustrating. my understanding might be ok but its as if there is a block in front of expression.
vesa i feel like im cracking up. i dnt feel very attached to reality.
my body is taking on funny and strange postures.
but i am calm because i understand that i am changing and ridding myself of some powerfully gative stuff. i just trust in the process and hope that it is not going to ed up in hospital. wish me luck.
Dear Amanda ,
I wish you all the best my heart is capable of :).
"The stormy search for the self" a well titled book and a sentiment that I think is appropriate here. You are in a good place to talk about things of this nature and we are here for you Amanda. I met with Reginox the other night for a little reunion and we both talked about our experiences; it was the first time I talked in detail with a person about how I really felt about what I went through. It's good that you have put some space between yourself and your daughter while you going through this, one day it will be a more acceptable experience in our society but for now we have to either have some very mature people around for it or no one at all. Much love and light to you
The death before dying. The lose of ego is summed up in that statement. You are on a powerful journey. Know that the path you are on has a destination:
There is a river flowing now very fast.
It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid.
They will try to hold on to the shore.
They will feel like they are being torn apart, and they will suffer greatly.
Know the river has its destination.
The elders say we must let go of the shore, push off toward the middle of
keep our eyes open, and our heads above the water.
See who is there with you and celebrate.
At this time in history, we are to take nothing personally, least of all
For the moment we do, our spiritual growth and journey comes to a halt.
The time of the lonely wolf is over.
Banish the word struggle from your attitude and vocabulary.
All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration.
We are the ones we have been waiting for.
Best of luck to you Amanda! Don't let fear overwhelm you.
HI AMANDA.. I LIKE JILL. TRY HER.. START AT MINUTE THIRTY TO BEGIN... HOLD ON AND LET GO!! BLESSINGS.. ARE YOU PAINTING RIGHT NOW?
As I see it, you are in the middle of a hefty process where you are about to release your old shell and create a new and better. I agree very much that friends are appreciated in a process like that. When a crab releases itself from its old shell to enable growth, it is very very fragile and soft. Another form of protection is needed. The crab hides away and waits till its new shell is hard enough before it starts hunting again. Maybe we should take lessons also from the crab.
Good luck, you will be fine. And more than that you will grow very strong after this.
Beautiful Lass' :)
I am praying that you get the space you need to emerge to the other side of your experience, sending you both love and protection.
Yes, amanda, that is certainly a part of the cycle. You are doing well, as far as I can see. Keep on observing and documenting what you see.
I sometimes have the same experience. Sometimes light, and sometimes sound. In some phases the sensitivity is extreme. That is just how it is.